Mainly at work but sometimes at home too.
This week, infact, last Saturday I met up with my former colleague from InTACT
when I was just an apprentice ITO1.
Miss Lauren Jiear, as I knew her then.
Now she is Mrs Lauren Fallce and I still remember her as she was back then but
she has changed of course. As we do after 4-5 years.
Last week I contacted Loz because I really wanna start getting serious about
my weight loss and she introduced me to a product called Isagenix.
It all makes pretty good sense, but of course I was a bit skeptic,
being through cancer and chemotherapy and now being in remission
for a year and 7 months.
But Loz has calmed my questions and I'm actually pretty excited to start my cleansing program very soon.
So, this is my first before pictures, very ashamed that I managed to let myself get this big.
I am 90kg
During my surgery I lost 12 kg because of the tumour and fluid,
I lost another 5 kg because of chemo and my refusal to eat.
In June 2013 I started to get my sense of hunger back and from 62kg, I have gained 28 kg.
So, I've decided to do the 30 day cleansing program first, it may have been a bit pricey but
I don't think I'll regret it.
I'm just really excited to start this program and seems like something I've been looking for, for a while.
I need to lose 12-15kg before January so I can have another procedure to freeze my remaining eggs.
So I can have kids in the future.
I also want a sexy body,
I've always been think during my childhood, but during my teenage / adult years,
I haven't exactly been someone with a hot body.
And I want that.
I wanna be attractive to my future husband, whoever that may be.
I don't want him looking at other women and thinking 'God, I wanna do her.'
I want him to be proud of me,
And to myself, My body is a gist from God. I should cherish it and look after it better then I have.
So yeah,
Here's my first photo.
I feel very slothic, tired all the time,
No motivation to do a lot of things.
I feel old.
Very excited to start my program soon
:)
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